Have to start somewhere

So here I go! Ready to start a journey finally to become the person I want to be. I need to take this journey one day at a time. I need to be honest. I am extremely over weight, I bathe maybe every 4 days, my eating habits are horrible and I am just a lazy slob. I'm going to lose my job in a week due to the company going under. So its time for me to start over right in time for the new year. I'm going to set goals and become who I want to be! I haven't been in a relationship in over 5 years and I would love to find a man who wants me just for himself. In order for me to allow that to happen though I need to do this journey to find myself. I'm going to change everything about myself. I don't want to get a new job. I want to be my own boss and work on my own schedule. I want to work hard. I need to not be lazy and I need to love and take care of myself. I want to start reading and writing more and exercising more. I welcome whoever would like to come on this journey with me. I need all the motivation I can get. Thanks and see you real soon!